Tuesday, May 09, 2006

G blues.

When I was away from K, all I thought was how good it would be to finally live with him. Its been like that, and even better. But what I never thought about was how much I would miss my best friend. I realized how close I was to her and how much she meant only recently, and today is one of those days. When all I want is hot cup of tea, and to pour my useless rubbish in her ear. I am not so sure she would appreciate this reason for missing her but well, friends are mostly not choosers. Its rare that you can get along so well with a fellow worker and a fellow housemate; most times proximity pulls people apart. And inspite of experimental frustrations, fights and tears, I have realized that there is no one else I can turn to when I really need to, no one else apart from K who will never judge me for what I am. I miss those crazy days of working and coming home straight to the sofa and watching Law and Order with her, getting furious about the continuously blaring TV during work, and then getting so used to it that now I find it difficult to concentrate on reading a paper without the TV for company. I miss the long night rides in the "Red Baron" (my red Mitsubishi sports coupe) with her late at night, talking about everything and anything, the way my trips to the mall sucked up all her energy (which only Starbucks Caramel Macchiato could restore), and when we did buy clothes we almost had duplicates of everything causing quite a few people to think of us as an absurd pair. I so miss that tooth and gum smile, and more than anything else I miss the oh so sarcastic comments that had no shade of sentimentality in them ever, and always brought me back to myself with a bang. I really need some of those today. You know I miss you Motu, have fun in Montreal.


At 5:35 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am touched!! but tooth and gum smile? it sounds kind of witchy, isn't it?
you just jelous of my gum!!!!!!!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Montreal is a super-great city!!!! come!!!

At 4:46 AM, Anonymous Ash said...

Awww, I sure know what you mean. Boyfriends/fiance/husbands are great and all that, but sometime syou need a girlfriend to be silly with :)

At 4:38 PM, Blogger Bidi-K said...

g - no not witchy, i meant it to sound ... childlike :) yes will come!

ash - so true, its a fundamental necessity.


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